Harry Styles FANFIC PARTS!! “Scars of friendship” 

I’ll randomly choose the parts for “Scars of friendship” the main character is called Christine.

• Christine’s roomate she mets through the story and ends up with Louis
• Christine’s bestfriend that ends up with Niall
• Liam’s current girlfriend
• Christine’s US friend who ends up with Zayn

You only have to reblog this and message me which part you want to apply for.

THE FANFIC PARTS SELECTION ENDS WED 21 AT 18:00 EDT TIME. good luck!xx

FANFIC PARTS!! “Scars of friendship” 

I’ve been obsessed with writing new fanfics about the boys, I just don’t seem to stop getting new ideas (I should probably do my homework for the university instead of writing fanfic but oh well)

So here’s the deal, I’ll randomly choose fanfic parts for my brand new Harry Styles fanfic called “Scars of friendship” the main character is called Christine.

• Christine’s roomate she mets through the story and ends up with Louis
• Christine’s bestfriend that ends up with Niall
• Liam’s current girlfriend
• Christine’s US friend who ends up with Zayn

You only have to reblog this and message me which part you want to apply for.

THE FANFIC PARTS SELECTION ENDS WED 21 AT 18:00 EDT TIME. xx

Listen & Read. 

I’ll be doing some Listen & Read so I’ll be accepting any requests with any celebrity you want just submit here: 

1. your name
2. your DOB
3. things about you (mentally and physically)
4. kind of situation you want for your story (if you don’t have one I’ll make one)

xx

I’ve started to write a One Direction fanfic!! 

it’s the one I’m currently working on my fanfics tumblr, hope you like it :D

http://jtrfanfics.tumblr.com/

love you all

xxo <3

Im so sorry sweeties for not uploading a new chapter! 

but I’ve been really busy lately and probably be for a couple more days… but I promise I’ll upload next week!

OH JUST FOR THE RECORD I’m working on a brand new tumblr where I’ll upload my fanfics… all of them, for anyone who enjoys reading :) the only problem is that I’ll take a little while to upload them because first I have to translate them (because they’re written in spanish) and then upload them, oh and also I’ll have links in the blog to each different fanfic, so you don’t need to scroll down to read a new chapter of the one you’re already reading :) the link anyway is:

http://jtrfanfics.tumblr.com/

I love you all!! thank you so much for the support and for following <3!!

Chapter Seventeen: What is love? 

•  [I was scrolling down my messages on my phone.]
• [unread] Logan.- Sat 18th 13;30pm: 
• [unread] Logan.- Sat 18th 15;47pm: 
• [unread] Logan.- Sun 19th 17;06pm: 
• [unread] Logan.- Sun 19th 19;45pm: 
• [unread] Logan.- Sun 19th 22;34pm: 
• Jenn: sheesh
• Vanessa: you have to read them eventually
• Jenn: I know but… why didn’t he tell me earlier?
• Vanessa: …
• Jenn: I mean he said he was scared… but no that’s not it because I didn’t give him any reasons to be scared, it’s definitely something else, there has to be something else…
• Vanessa: try asking him
• Jenn: Im gonna read his messages firsts… then probably do what you tell me
• Vanessa: ok, read them out loud so I can give you moral support –she laughed.
• Jenn: sure…
• Logan.- Sat 18th 13;30pm: “Jenn, please I’m being super honest this time… I really am, I can’t handle this anymore, its killing me… answer my calls please?”
• Logan.- Sat 18th 15;47pm: “I know you’re mad but could you please say something? I hate talking to a wall…”
• Logan.- Sun 19th 17;06pm: “I love you Jenn, I know I should’ve said it earlier but Im not holding it back anymore and I’ll say it as much as I can now…”
• Logan.- Sun 19th 19;45pm: “Probably that last message was a little too corny… but it’s the truth, could you just at least answer one of my messages?”
• Logan.- Sun 19th 22;34pm: “That’s it Jenn, Im going to talk to you face to face, that’s the only way to fix this, please…”
• Vanessa: awww… he’s being really cute with all those messages… I thought he was a moron Jenn
• Jenn: and he WAS… I don’t know when he changed his mind…
• Vanessa: ask him!
• Jenn: …
•  “Logan… can we talk? 7pm at my place, I’ll text you the address later“
• Vanessa: are you sure it’s a good idea, your place?
• Jenn: no, but oh well
• Vanessa: how about Louis?
• Jenn: he deserves better… I told him to focus on his work for now… we haven’t talked to much since we broke up… but he’s not mad at me… he’s… he’s such a good person—
• Vanessa: and even when he knew you didn’t love him he never left your side, he was always there for you… oh he’s the perfect boy
• Jenn: unfortunately…
• Vanessa: oh well, sometimes we love the ones who don’t love us and the ones who love us we don’t love them, that’s how love is you know?
• Jenn: a mess –I remembered about something- oh once I told Jason the same thing... long ago
• Vanessa: see? It’s true then, it happens all the time
• Jenn: yeah you’re right
•  [Later that day]
• Logan: Jenn –he hugged me and I pulled him away.
• Jenn: why didn’t you tell me how you felt before?
• Logan: I was—
• Jenn: scared? Bullshit, that’s not it… there’s something else
• Logan: no… there’s nothing else –he nerviously said.
• Jenn: Logan I can see in you’re eyes you’re lying, you’re such a bad liar
• Logan: look who’s talking –he smiled.
• Jenn: well… are we really doing this or you’re going to tell me already…
• Logan: its… I… I didn’t tell you earlier because I didn’t want to hurt anyone—
• Jenn: Mel? –I said upset.
• Logan: no... not her
• Jenn: what? Not me for sure
• Logan: Jason, Jenn we’ve become really close lately
• Jenn: yeah and what does he have to do here?
• Logan: you really don’t know don’t you?
• Jenn: what?
• Logan: he—
• Jenn: what
• Logan: he’s in love with you Jenn
• Jenn: hahaha –I laughed hard- nice one Logan—
• Logan: Im not lying, its up to you if you don’t believe me –he said serious.
• Jenn: …
• Logan: he always teased me about you, always wanted me to say out loud that I— that I loved you but I never did because I didn’t want to hurt him, and pretending not to care was the best choice, pretending I didn’t like you at all, that we were just friends… how do you think he would have felt if I told him that I loved you? Would that make him feel better? I don’t think so… friends don’t do that—
• Jenn: and why now?
• Logan: because… because he wants you to be happy… because he's not selfish and he wants your happiness and he knew that he didn’t have a chance with you since day one…
• Jenn: but he introduced us… I don’t get it –I said confused.
• Logan: he didn’t know me… he didn’t know we would actually fall for each other –he said taking my hand.
• Jenn: that’s right… when he introduce us he knew I liked you before even meeting you, but he didn’t know you at all… and he knew he didn’t have a chance because of you… and before you there was Brandon… and now Louis… I was always looking at him as a friend and he knew it…
• Logan: that’s why I told you now, because he wants you to be happy, if he can’t make you happy he wants me to make you happy… because I was such a stupid… Im sorry…
• Jenn: Logan –I lifted his head from the chin- I love you and I want to be with you… Im sorry you had to tell me this to trust you…
• Logan: it’s nothing… I just wish that you don’t change your relation with Jason for this
• Jenn: not at all I mean, he wants me to be happy… that’s what I’m going to do…
• Logan: I love you Jenn
• Jenn: I love how that sounds…
• Logan: I love you?
• Jenn: I love you –I gave him a tight hug and he laughed kissing me softly.
•  I layed on the bed and he took his shirt off, I took my dress and he started kissing me on the neck softly.
• Logan: sorry! –he said when our heads collided and we started laughing hard.
• Jenn: that was so clumsy! –he layed next to me, we both were looking at the roof.
• Logan: you know when I first saw you I liked how simple you were –he took my hand.
• Jenn: really?
• Logan: yeah and you were always laughing and having fun with Jason, at first I really thought you two made a perfect couple
• Jenn: oh…
• Logan: but then I saw how you treated me…
• Jenn: how?
• Logan: it just happened you know? We didin’t need to do anything, everything just happened, we laughed at the randomest things, we talked for hours about anything… just like now
• Jenn: I guess you’re right…
•  [Slowly we started to fall asleep while talking, his fingers were tangled in my hair…for once I was feeling good and not guilty about anything]

aww you have no idea how happy it makes me that someone really likes what I write !! :D haha even I think it’s not that good tho Im glad you like it !! I’ll be posting a new chapter soon :D knowing that you read it makes me want to write tons of new chapters !! :D thank you thank you!!

oh and about what does Jenn look like… I never really thought about it, but I think of Jenn as a brunette, low profile with good taste since she’s a designer, I picture her like something like this:

but with brown eyes :) this is what I found trying to explain my picture of Jenn haha but I really wish every girl who actually reads the fanfic could have their own picture of Jenn because everyone would love to be her!! haha hope it helped :D !!
xx <3 

Chapter Sixteen: This is for you and me. 

•  [ONE MONTH LATER…]
•  My life was doing amazing, the things with Louis were working perfect I was actually not thinking about Logan anymore I was just enjoying my life, once in awhile I went with Louis to the studio and see his work, they were all so good. I was going to my mom’s house to drop some suff she asked me to take her.
• Jenn: Mom! Are you here? –I asked closing the door behind me- what?! –I dropped the bags when I got to the living room- what in the WORLD ARE YOU DOING HERE?! –I yelled mad.
• X: I…
• Jenn: what… what are you doing here –I said breathless.
• X: I came to see you
• Jenn: Logan, you didn’t even told me about it, not even a message or anything –I said trying to calm down.
• Logan: Im sorry I wanted to surprise you –he smiled.
• Jenn: anyway, why you wanted to see me?
• Logan: wanted? I didn’t say I wanted I said I just came to see you
• Jenn: are you doing a job here and you came to see me? Or what?
• Logan: no, I traveled to see you
• Jenn: uh come here –we both walked into “my room” in my mom’s house.
• Logan: are you mad? –he asked smiling.
• Jenn: no it’s just that I didn’t expect it… I mean we don’t talk since—
• Logan: since the after party –he smiled.
• Jenn: yeah why in the world would you come see me now?
• Logan: I –he put me closer to him- I’ve missed you –he kissed me on the cheek.
• Jenn: YOU’ve missed me?! What’s with this cheap joke? –I said pulling him away.
• Logan: Jenn I’ve missed you because I can’t stop thinking about you it’s driving me fucking insane –he said exalted- I thought it will all be gone when you left but it was even worse I kept thinking about you even more, not having you around…
• Jenn: and now, after a month you decided to tell me?
• Logan: I need you Jenn, I…
• Jenn: it’s too late for this Logan, Im happy and Im not dropping that
• Logan: please Jenn
• Jenn: what took you so long Logan? Why didn’t you tell me this earlier?
• Logan: I was scared…
• Jenn: scared of what! I gave you all the signs, you KNEW I had feelings for you and still you didn’t say anything
• Logan: I was stupid
• Jenn: and now you pretend I’ll drop everything and just fall into your arms?
• Logan: I wasn’t expecting that…
• Jenn: well don’t expect that nor anything because I’m done with this, please just leave… and leave me alone… what about your girlfriend? Mel? The one you loved so much—
• Logan: I didn’t want to hurt her but we’re done…
• Jenn: you didn’t want to hurt her? But instead you hurt me, nice one Logan
• Logan: I didn’t mean to hurt you, I didn’t know
• Jenn: I gave you everything Logan, just— just leave –I said walking to the door.
• Logan: Jenn I love you –he said giving me a passionate kiss, my arms were frozen I couldn’t pull him away or do anything, I kissed him back.
•  [My stomach tightened and he looked into my eyes.]
• Jenn: leave… please –I said almost in tears.
• Logan: tell me you don’t love me and I’ll leave you alone –he whispered to my ear.
•  He took me by the hips and dropped me to the bed, I knew that was wrong I needed to stop it, he was kissing my neck soflty and tangling his fingers in my head, I needed self control NOW.
• Jenn: Logan stop –I said pulling him away.
• Logan: I can’t –he said biting my lip, it was like giving honey to bees.
• Jenn: really Logan I have a boyfriend and Im happy with him –I said pulling him away and finally taking control of the situation.
• Logan: I’ve been looking forward to this for so long Jenn
• Jenn: and you’ll keep looking forward because it’s not happening –I said mad.
• Logan: tell me you don’t love me
• Jenn: I…
• Logan: you can’t –he said coming closer again.
• Jenn: ok dangerous zone again –I said getting away from him.
• Logan: you’re dying to make this happen too
• Jenn: no, leave now, besides it’s my moms house Logan, she’s downstairs –I said going out of the room and walking downstairs.
• Logan: Im sorry but give me a chance…
• Jenn: there’s no second chances in life Logan, when you care about someone you show them, not only say it.
• Logan: but
• Jenn: words don’t mean a thing, have a nice night –I said getting into my car.
•  After that day, I couldn’t stop thinking about the kiss, the touch, the breath, I couldn’t even see Louis without thinking about the kiss with Logan.
•  “Now that you can't have me
•  You suddenly want me
•  Now that i'm with somebody else
•  You tell me you love me
•  I slept on your doorstep
•  Begging for one chance
•  Now that I finally moved on
•  You say that you miss all alone
•  You're messing with my head
•  Boy that's what you do best
•  Saying there's nothing you won't do
•  To get me to say it
•  You're impossible to resist
•  But I wouldn't bet your heart on it
•  It's like i'm finally awake
•  And you're just a beautiful mistake
•  Now that you can't have me
•  You suddenly want me”
• Louis: are you ok Jenn? You look exhausted –he asked worried.
• Jenn: I… yes Im fine –I said looking down.
• Niall: you’re shaking Jenn
• Jenn: it’s nothing –I said getting up from the chair.
• Harry: do you need anything? Some water maybe?
• Zayn: here some water—
• Jenn: stop being so nice to me! –I yelled to Zayn who had a glass of water in his hands.
• Louis: Jenn…
• Jenn: Im not nice, Im selfish and I don’t deserve this! This is not for me, you deserve better –I took Louis’s hand- you all deserve better, don’t let any girl bring you down ever you hear me? –I said with tears in my eyes.
• Harry: oh Jenn what’s wrong don’t cry –he said hugging me.
• Jenn: please Harry don’t –I said pulling him away- don’t do this I don’t fucking deserve it –I said walking away from the studio.
• Niall: oh… I think we are taking a break –he said to the manager and the sound producer.
• Louis: Jenn –he said following me- please stop –he took me by the arm.
• Jenn: Im a meaningless shit –I said looking into his eyes.
• Louis: why are you saying this babe?
• Jenn: I… I want to break up
• Louis: really? –he said sad.
• Jenn: yes
• Louis: it just happens huh?
• Jenn: promise me you’ll focus on your work –I smiled.
• Louis: I’ll try –he sadly smiled.
• Jenn: don’t try, do it –I hugged him.
• Louis: did I do something wrong?
• Jenn: it’s not you, it’s me, it has always been me –I said pulling him closer.

Chapter Fifteen: We can make it through this. 

• Louis: Jenn? –he was holding my hand and my head was laying on his shoulder, we were laying on the couch of his apartment, Harry wasn’t home.
• Jenn: yes?
• Louis: I think I’m falling for you –he said looking into my eyes.
• Jenn: … —I felt something inside, like a cold thing going through my throat I couldn’t say anything
• Louis: you don’t have to say anything, I just wanted you to know it –he smiled and kissed me on the cheek.
• Jenn: I –wait did I live this situation before? shit I thought about Logan- Louis?
• Louis: yes?
• Jenn: why you wanted me to know it?
• Louis: um
• Jenn: were you expecting something in return?
• Louis: no, I didn’t want you to know it because I was expecting something in return I wanted you to know it because I think when you care about someone you have to stay truthful to that person and be honest with your feelings, no matter if the other person doesn’t say anything in return, acts can mean more than words and if you would have said anything in return I would have thought you just said it to make me feel better or because you had to, things have to come from you.
• Jenn: oh…
• Louis: gorgeous –he kissed my cheek.
• Jenn: cute –I kissed him softly- you know Louis sometimes Im scared of showing how I feel…
• Louis: you shouldn’t be scared, would you lose anything by saying how you feel? What I mean is one thing is saying how you feel and other thing is letting others hurt you –he smiled.
• Jenn: you’re right
• Louis: haha
• Jenn: do you remember the first time I met you?
• Louis: we shared a cab –he smiled.
• Jenn: yeah, you moved your head to make me kiss the corner of your lips –I laughed.
• Louis: did I? I think you wanted to kiss the corner of my lips too –he smiled.
• Jenn: oh cmon Lou! –I blushed.
•  [I checked my profile and there was a message from Jason.]
•  “Hey Jenn how’s everything? Im super excited there’s only one week left, are you having fun over there? I can’t wait to see where you live or are you living with your mom? I’ve missed you so much stupid, Logan came last night we played some videogames and he asked me about you, I know I shouldn’t said this to you because I know you still think about him even you’re there with your boyfriend… but oh well luv ya stupid <3”.-Jason
• Louis: is it Jason? –he asked without looking at my laptop.
• Jenn: yeah… he’s excited to come next week –I smiled.
• Louis: yeah me too we’re going to have fun! I have some girl friends to introduce him –he laughed.
• Jenn: haha
• Louis: are you feeling alright? –he asked because I had a strange look on my face.
• Jenn: yeah… I just need a girl talk… Im going to Vanessa’s home I’ll be back in a couple of hours…
• Louis: ok I’ll be waiting –he kissed me softly in the forehead.
•  [Later…]
• Jenn: agh Vanessa I don’t know what to do! Everytime I see something that reminds me of Logan I keep thinking about him for hours…
• Vanessa: it’s just a matter of time girl, you only need time to fall for Louis that’s all –she said serious.
• Jenn: I know but… it just feels wrong thinking about someone else—
• Vanessa: look, you need to do exactly what Im going to tell you to work this out ok? First you need to be honest with him, just like he was with you, tell him you don’t love him, don’t pretend something you’re not
• Jenn: but that will hurt him!
• Vanessa: trust me Jenn, it’s less painful to be honest than to be lied to your face.
• Jenn: but—
• Vanessa: he will understand and will see what time tells, after all, you said it, Logan is now doing his life probably you won’t see him again—
• Jenn: Jason sent me a message and told me that he asked for me…
• Vanessa: but you just left a week ago girl! Think about it in one month, or three months, is he really going to keep asking for you? I don’t think so…
• Jenn: you’re right Vanessa… I need to be honest with Louis.
• Vanessa: that’s the first step, then everything’s gonna be alright trust me –she smiled.
• Jenn: thank you –I hugged her.
•  After a few minutes I opened Harry and Louis’s appartment I had a copy of the key just in case. Harry was sitting in the couch with Louis watching some tv.
• Jenn: hello Harry
• Harry: hey Jenn how are you?
• Jenn: good thanks for asking, you?
• Harry: good too –he smiled.
• Jenn: Louis? Can I talk to you for a minute?
• Louis: sure babe what’s wrong? –he asked while we walked into the room.
• Jenn: do you believe when people say that you never forget your first love? –I said looking away at the window.
• Louis: well I do believe it yes, you keep those first memories, those moments you both share… however that doesn’t exactly means that will be your only love –he smiled.
• Jenn: I know
• Louis: Jenn?
• Jenn: yes Lou? –I said looking into his eyes.
• Louis: why have you been asking me so much about “love”? is it for what I said earlier? –he took my hand with a worried expression on his face.
• Jenn: no honey, not at all… it’s just that—
• Louis: I want to help you Jenn –he looked at me with a sad look.
• Jenn: and I want to love you Louis –I whispered with a tear falling down my cheek.
• Louis: … -he stood in silence for a few seconds- remember when we had a conversation and I told you that feelings change and we can’t control them?
• Jenn: yes –I whiped the tear from my cheek and looked into his eyes.
• Louis: well, you can’t control your feelings, your mind wants but your heart doesn’t…
• Jenn: I love being with you Lou, you make me laugh always and I love when you pat my head or hold my hand…
• Louis: and Im not saying you don’t, you just need your time –he smiled and kissed me on the cheek.
• Jenn: Im so sorry –my eyes were full of tears.
• Louis: it’s not your fault, Im glad you were honest about it –he laughed- it would have been worse if you didn’t tell me how you feel
• Jenn: thanks –I hugged him.
• Louis: I’ll be here for you whenever you need it –he said kissing me softly.
• Jenn: thank you –I layed my head on his shoulder.
•  The next week Jason came to visit me and stayed at my place, we were having an ice cream together.
• Jason: Im glad everything’s alright then
• Jenn: yeah we're working things out with Louis, to be honest I think everything's going awesome –I smiled.
• Jason: Im glad... you know Jenn, I know I need to drop this already but I wanted you to know what I think about what happened with Logan...
• Jenn: go on –I said looking away.
• Jason: I think he’s stupid and that when someone really cares about you fights for you, and you deserve the best and I know Louis is the best, Logan… he didn’t give a damn about anything he was so selfish and when someone cares about you it doesn’t matter anything else, if you have to quit a job, do something you don’t like or even drop something you have for someone else if you care enough you don’t think it twice.
• Jenn: yeah I guess so
• Jason: just be happy ok? –he said smiling.
• Jenn: ok –I smiled.
• Jason: I can see Louis makes you happy –he laughed.
• Jenn: he does, we just need time to get to know each other better, it's a little bit hard with him working at the studio and stuff but we can make it through –I smiled.

Chapter Fourteen: Holding back. 

• Jason: Logan what’s wrong with you? You’ve been lost in your thoughts lately and it’s slowing us down with the filming –he said worried.
• Logan: Im- Im sorry –he said sad.
• Jason: something happened?
• Logan: no, Im fine
• Jason: it’s about Jenn right?
• Logan: no
• Jason: I don’t know why do I even waste time talking to you about her –he said annoyed.
• Logan: …
• Jason: you won’t accept your feelings, you won’t talk about her, then Im done with it
• Logan: …
• Jason: just do whatever you want, I know it will all over when this ends, you’ll be back to your normal life with your girlfriend and shit –he said mad- also she will be gone—
• Logan: it’s not decided yet
• Jason: I know her, she’ll move
• Logan: …
• Jason: anyway, let’s finish this already
•  [Meanwhile Hayley and I]
• Hayley: so it’s decided?
• Jenn: yeah, Im pretty sure Jason already knows, he knows me too well
• Hayley: but you know, it’s a beautiful place, you have Lou there too and your mom
• Jenn: yeah I know
• Hayley: its good what you’re doing
• Jenn: thank you Hay –I hugged her with tears in my eyes.
• Hayley: Im going to see you every month you know!
• Jenn: haha you’re crazy but I love you Hay
• Hayley: me too Jenn, you’re the best friend ever! –she hugged me again.
•  I knew this decision was hard, but I was sure about it now… the days passed by, I didn’t want to talk about the subject with Jason since he was really sad about it, we were just enjoying to the fullest those last days. It was the last day of filming... finally they were done!
• Jason: I can’t believe it
• Logan: it’s finally over!
• Jenn: oh my, congrats! –everyone was clapping and smiling, they had an after party too.
• Hayley: what are your plans now Jason?
• Jason: I wanted to go on a caribean trip but I might go visit Jenn –he said happy.
• Jenn: really?! –I said excited.
• Jason: sure, you want me to come along?
• Jenn: duh obviously! –I said hugging him.
• Jason: yeah I want to spend some of my vacation days with you
• Jenn: thank you –I kissed him on the cheek.
•  The party was near the beach, on a huge tent, everyone who has worked on the creation of the filming was there, some friends too, I went to the seashore for a walk.
• Logan: having fun? –he said getting next to me.
• Jenn: oh hey Logan –I smiled- yeah hbu?
• Logan: me too… Im glad it’s over
• Jenn: haha now you’ll be able to go see your family right?
• Logan: yeah, go back to normal life until the next job –he laughed.
• Jenn: yeah
• Logan: oh…
• Jenn: what?
• Logan: remember the first time we walked here together?
• Jenn: uh… yes?
• Logan: we sat for awhile and you said how much you appreciated my work –he laughed- and talked about how could you be hanging out with a “celebrity” remember?
• Jenn: I… –I couldn’t believe he actually remembered it… I mean I remembered it because I cared, but him?
• Logan: that was also the first time we hang out just you and me without Jason –he laughed- because he needed to do something… or something like that –he smiled.
• Jenn: yeah…
• Logan: it looks like it was yesterday, but it was really such long ago haha
• Jenn: not so long ago… just a few months ago –I smiled.
• Logan: well yeah, who would’ve thought…
• Jenn: what?
• Logan: that time would pass so fast
• Jenn: it always happen u know
• Logan: I know— whoa! –he took me before I fell to the sand, I stumbled and he caught me- are you ok? –he looked into my eyes.
• Jenn: yeah I –my heart was beating fast, why was he doing this to me? Self control Jenn… self control- thank you –I got away.
• Logan: you should be more careful –he smiled.
• Jenn: I know Im so clumsy –I laughed.
• Logan: yeah –our hands touched while walking we both looked at eachother and kept walking.
• Jenn: we should get back
• Logan: yeah –he took me by the arm and put me closer.
• Jenn: what –he kissed me on the cheek- Logan? –I asked confused pulling him away.
• Logan: Im sorry –he said confused- I don’t know what I just did
• Jenn: uh…
• Logan: sorry –he blushed.
• Jenn: ok –that was really awkward, I don’t get him!
• Logan: now we should get back
• Jenn: uh… yeah –I said awkward and walking back to the tent.
• Hayley: where were you? –she asked looking at me coming back with Logan.
• Jenn: I was… talking with Logan
• Hayley: are you still doing this Jenn? You have now a serious relationship
• Jenn: I know, I think that was goodbye…
• Hayley: and you can’t be doing— what? Goodbye?
• Jenn: yes, now its all over, back to reality –I said whiping a small tear that came down my cheek.
• Hayley: Jenn…
• Jenn: don’t hug me or I’ll burst into tears –I said smiling.
• Hayley: ok…
•  The night passed by, it was hard to hold back those tears, so when I got home I cried all I needed to, it was killing me.
•  It was time to leave, Hayley was full of tears and hugging me, Jason was holding back his sadness but was happy for me at the same time.
• Jason: Im going to miss you stupid
• Jenn: Im going to miss you too moron, but in two more weeks you’ll be with me again so, be patient! –I smiled.
• Jason: I know –he smiled back.
• Hayley: take care ok? I’ll go see you soon too! If not with Jason by myself but I’ll go soon
• Jenn: thank you –I was crying like a cry baby.
• Jason: uh Jenn?
• Jenn: yes?
• Jason: did Logan said goodbye?
• Jenn: uh… not really, no
• Jason: oh
• Hayley: such a bad friend!
• Jason: I think he could’t see you go -he whispered.
• Hayley/Jenn: what –we both said when we barely heard Jason.
• Jason: oh nothing
• Hayley: … well have a safe trip!
•  I got into the plane and tons of thoughts crossed my mind, Logan was still in my mind, and that last night we shared, when he kissed me on the cheek, it was so weird, I couldn’t stop thinking about it, about him, his look, his smile and his sad face when he kissed me on the cheek, that was really goodbye, this was it, for once and all.